I want so much to be earnest. I want so much to have something that makes my mind race and my heart pump. This apartment should be a mess because it has become a pit-stop between destinations, not because it’s become a nest to an invalid. But nobody forces these Continue Reading
I can remember being a kid and wanting to learn to do so many things. I wanted to learn to tell time, so I could get a watch. I really wanted to learn how to walk down stairs like an adult. The letters I got from my grandmother in Texas Continue Reading
I had a dream saturday night. Weekends are the only times I have any hope of remembering my dreams. Once the alarm wakes me on the weekdays, I forget anything that was running through my mind. This time I fell in love. I don’t remember her name. And the location Continue Reading
I am… nothing. I have no strong feelings in any direction (other than to castrate the asshole revving his engine out on the street at 11 at night). I am neither happy or sad, excited or bored. I’ve tried just vegitating in front of the television, but found I had Continue Reading
Have you ever had a dream about someone so amazing, so beautiful… that when you woke up, you were incredibly depressed to find out that they were not real?
It looks like it will be a beautiful day out. I turned off the TV this morning just to listen to the sounds coming in the windows. Cars rubling down the street, birds chirping, taxi drivers cursing. This is the second time this week I have had this feeling. Where Continue Reading
Oh, I’m tired. But it’s been toop long since I posted anything. Mainly cause I’ve been a lazy ass, and have gone to bed early all week. Oh to hell with it. My mind is so shot tonight I caan’t even ramble. And I only intend to subject you to Continue Reading
money sucks. i dunno wether to be thanful or annoyed with my parents. my mother anyways. I grew up piss poor in a small city in the middle of nowhere. Of course, I didnt know it at the time. And even looking back now, we sure lived better than many Continue Reading
Yes…here I am again. Back by popular request. Sorry for the absence for all my regular viewers (both of you). Thought I would try to think up something besides school and the job search to bitch about. Unfortunatly there isnt much else in my life right now. So if not Continue Reading